Author Ron Thompson - My Background
(Laughter about the title)
The title depending on your vocal tone
could go anywhere, couldn't it?
My mom, sometime when I was a real issue for her, would say. "Who do you think you are, Ronald?" Did your mom or dad? Of course, you are not Ronald, but did this happen? Maybe a girlfriend or boyfriend you said this too, "Who do you think you are?" When you caught them kissing someone else. Oh yes, I was unlucky too. I never really had time for friends as a general rule. I mean, I had time I had friends', brothers, and sisters and everything, but they can and would tire me out. I have friends today who I love more than they could ever love me. that is just how it is.
If someone asked you, who are you? How would you respond? As a boy when my mom said, "Who do you think you are?!" I sometimes would require a whooping from dad because I would actually try to answer my mom, who I dearly love and respect. Yes, I would, I would think this was a real question and she was really interested in what I had to say. "Well mom since you asked, I seem to be more mature and objective here, but you think I am intent on pissing you off because your views are childlike and unfounded.... wtf ..." Obviously no, there wasn't a wtf, that was just my dad seeing that look in mom's eye. He knew from this simple look it may be time to intervene. It was normally her signaling dad with her right eye. It would start twitching by itself, that is when dad stepped in. I always got a whooping. Can you believe that? What did I say?
Generally, my parents were the coolest, best ever but my mom was so religious. You know, you have clarity if you walked in these shoes just for a bit. But really if a friend, a love, or a person you are in study with, and they ask you. Who are you? Who, do you think you are? Do you know?
Not the question of why is it? Why you are here. But who are you as a human? This is not easy when you have not made one journey towards clarity and love. This in real terms can really never be concluded under clarity. However, I think it may be important to know where we are based on our own clarity and NOT BELIEFS. We do not know who we are. Feelings like hate and jealousy and vengeance. These are feelings of darkness that will lead you away from humanity. Your humanity and clarity of light. Your clarity will become darkness. In my journey I encountered humans that had different spirits. Some having good or evil. Some play both roles in life, the loving demon of narcissism. If you are not on a journey seeking knowledge, what journey are you on? They do not have the gift to love only to be loved. This is a demon feeding in case you were unaware. We are in total darkness when we lose our humanity.
Without humanity you are a demon with demonic feelings and that isn't special at all. Being like this only makes you a part of the world and I never wanted that for myself. What I never wanted? To be a part of the world to walk in the same direction as you or them to be tricked by politics, governments, religions, and laws, and money as if this means something to me. At 7 meant nothing and like this should mean something to me at 20, then it should eventually mean something to me by 60, right? Governments, Religions, Money, and laws? This is clarity that these institutions have never provided peace have never done anything to provide for others unless they were themselves being provided for. And what money? Money used to be worth silver and gold. You could take a dollar and exchange that for the same worth in gold dust. Not anymore.
MONEY AND REAL WEALTH went away FOR EVERYONE before 1914 when the elite bankers ran a sale on ammunition and guns, and all kinds of war equipment. Every nation, government involved in this political lie. (All for banking cartels to take over as our leaders ... owners are a much better word.) World War One, went bankrupted. Great Britian never recovered neither did Germany, France, United States no one survived it financially. All due to the scheming bankers. World War Two, everyone borrowed money for that war. No nation had money. Every nation owes their countries to banking cartels. Did anyone care this was happening to the entire world? Did anyone heed the words about "money being the root of all evil?" Today my suggestion is that "Credit is now the root of all evil." We don't have money or wealth today that ended long ago. We have something better today, don't we? We have Credit, we have virtual accounts, and we buy virtual items, virtual homes, virtual bridges, virtual artwork, virtual music, and it is nonexistent, but the believer is programmed he/she can talk to God, so anything is possible look, look around at them. Seen this "tool" on video. He was so happy he bought a painting by Rembrandt. "Virtual" painting nothing but a picture of the painting and he was putting it up for sale along with another guy who bought a home fully finished in Malabo or somewhere and was looking into renting it out for the summer. Renting what? No one can live there. I think this is done with credit and virtual money. It is not real it is virtual right? But it is credit you are using? So, it is real? I have no clarity on this, my head is hurting now. It is nonsensical all of it.
You're driving yourself into the darkness of stupidity.
Well, at least you have a stupid smile on your face. It was not hard for them to take this world over and to keep it. Believer go get that credit score up. There is a great price online for virtual fully finished summer rental.
I am off topic, I am sorry. I shouldn't get upset. Besides this is actually supposed to be who am I on my journey. Hi, Ron Thompson here, what have I found out about me. I think about this a lot. Been through horrible things in life. Recently had medications almost end my life. Been changed forever by this world and nothing I can do. You have been changed too, haven't you? Maybe not. They tried to take my humanity from me from time to time and I have been lucky enough to fix me before I went too far away. It hasn't been good at all. I have been lied to by medical professionals, the system, mom and dad, teachers, religious leaders, cops and cops and more cops. Don't trust a cop at all. Criminals on Patrol is all they are. That is clarity. Never met a cop that didn't lie on duty and off. It is like they are always practicing. Knew more KKK that were cops than any other religions denomination. Not everyone knows my story, and no one should ever live it. I suppose everyone in this life is like this, the only difference is I knew this was serious at 7 years old, the darkness in the world I could see at 7 years old, and who cared. It gets so bad every year because there is more and more "Jealousy."
I have known more than any counselor I have spoken to. Not necessarily education but wisdom. I help people and you all need help. I think I do, really, I think I need help and then ... I start to speak to a counselor. It is a … (pardon my ignorance for a better word, displaying as much power) it is a mind fuck. They take money and take and take and give you pills or imbecilic advice a child on any playground in America know when playing seesaw or pushing someone on a swing. I am listening to children. It's money without clarity or wisdom for you. I am a better smarter player if that is what you want to call it. Some just do not … all I seem to have spoken to are the ones that do not know anything at all. It is like I meet the ones that paid money to push a button that said ordain me. Only their button said make me a professional counselor, psychiatrist, nurse, doctor, cop, FBI, CIA, and any mentor today. 2024 what can I say. Bush, Clinton, Trump, Obama in the 1990's we were doomed starting at George Washington our first secret society man belonging to the Freemasons, "Freemason President."
The only real teacher I have in life today and as a boy is something you feel but do not see. It is something you do not speak to. But you receive knowledge from it and give knowledge to it.
Or it did with me. Communications between soul and organic is not possible the way you think. You are energy but inside of organic flesh you have bonded to this flesh and this soul of yours will have a hard time communicating with your brain for the rest of your life. That is just an example of how hard the spirit and the organic have with communicating, because we are just different. Well, Spirit has a harder time I think because the organic mind is so stupid. But it is possible in dreams and messages that are given. However, this can take years or even a lifetime to understand one message one teaching from Spirit. That is why we want to begin our journey as soon as we are adults and do not wait, and do not take the child with you.
I guess the most important thing I have learned in 45 years of study is I am nobody. Because I am nothing here in this temporary life. I did my best to study everything so I would never be a Priest, Minister, Church-er, Pagan, Believer, one of the Faithful, I do not have a God that has a cock neither did my brother Yeshua. I ended the practiced of beliefs when I step into the light. I tried to study with everyone and everywhere. Some like the Jehovah Witness go to your home I would go to their church in my ministry. Yes, I did.
Try going to Church to Church and not Door to Door J.W., you cowards. It will blow your minds ... you wouldn't know what to do against a pack of believers just like you. You don't even need to knock to leave a Watchtower these churches let you right in. And everyone you can't talk to in your ministry is right there in another church. Is that not smart. Look J.W. I am stupid but I think that is a good idea. The best part in my church studies is watching any of them try to convince each other their God is the "real Christian god" or that their belief system is the right belief system. That is why we have 150 printed bibles for each faith that said the other faith was wrong and so was the other faiths god.
It makes me smile at the believer's stupidity in life. They walk in darkness, and they love it. They think the other guy's religion somehow got it wrong. Yet every single religion and I do not care which one you name Exodus 34:14 is your god and is that God here and is this god over there and it is a Muslim god and the Satanic God for the Jewish God, so it really doesn't matter what bible you read or what religions denomination you have. It doesn't. Jealousy is everyone's God. Jealousy is your god now and is in your life somehow. He is there because you have a belief in something, and he is a god for the believer. It's your god and the J.W.'s god and every church and temple and coven on this planet, God. See everyone gets saved from their sins by Jealousy. You guys need each other and have a great deal in common. See.
You think you don't like the J.W. faith showing up at your home on a Sunday? Ever go to them?
I show up at their kingdom hall wanting to go in the preaching or service work with them after church. They will ask “What are you doing here? We cannot have you do that.” Just stay calm tell them that they come to you every now and again on Sundays and you felt, you would bring you to them. They will love you for it. I would take my note pad out and again they will say what is the note pad for. Stay calm your here to study, tell the J.W. you are here to study, and the note pad it is to take notes. They will absolutely love you if they don't go full demon on you first. Full demon? The smile goes away and they show you what they really are. It wasn't just them all churches are this way.
All believers are dangerous no mater Jew, Muslim or Christian or the cultist satanic believers, there is no difference to the level of evil. These are dangerous religious people. My mom would drag me (not always) to Church, and this was Kingdom Hall as a child to young teen. Never agreed with the JW overall, I always had issues with the idea of sin. It is absurd no matter which religion is trying to explain it. I spoke to my mom about what I knew, and she was lost for an answer so mom felt it would be best to speak to the elders who are so spiritual, and they can help you, Ron. My first real religious debate was against the Jehovah Witnesses I was age 10 alone against 4 adults in the back room. My mom had to wait and couldn't come back with us. It's already getting weird for me. I just needed to understand something, and it was wrong what they were teaching, and it was about Jehovah having a dick, a nob, and I didn't think that was a god. I didn't think we should be saying "He" everything seemed wrong. If your god has a thing or a nob it is pagan. Zeus has a nob I knew this at 10. Why is he a different he? I told them then, there are a lot of things that disturb me about all religions. I told them I need help understanding why we are telling lies. They, these wonderful brothers now ganged up on me and hit me with every scripture they could to show me I was sinning for wondering this, it mattered not that the scripture related to me it was just something they were vomiting out as these are scriptures on sin. Most scriptures they quoted I had huge problems with, and they began to stutter at times over something they just quoted me. After my insight on their scriptures. I was wrong for asking a question. My mom didn't know crap about these spiritual men. Sending me to these dark demons of belief, there was no clarity. I told my mom when I got done. No, I didn't tell her everything. I never told her they told me to shut the fuck up or your mom is hitting the pavement. Oh yes, amazing love and understanding.
I am 10 years old, and I knew these ignorant demons are insane no two ways about it. I said, "If this is your answerer to a question that people should be asking, I will go elsewhere." These brothers (in darkness) said they were going to throw my mom out. They were going to disfellowship my mom (not me) if I said this to anyone else at the kingdom hall. I kicked their asses (not physically), but it mattered not, they threatened a little kid with punishment to his mom because of this question. Sorry no one else asked it (dark brothers) yes. That is what they said to me, "no one asks this question it is obscene." Yes, I do remember as if it happened yesterday. They are the obeyance of ignorant demons upon this land, no one is obscener. For years I did what my mom wanted of me pushing many questions to the back just tried to help as many people as possible under these dark religious restraints. I feel bad because I knew little had little clarity and I told lies I didn't understand, until I became clearer myself. When I became an adult, I was 15 years old and stopped practicing anything. I went with mom to her church. I love her, Yeshua celebrated Passover with John because he loved John not because of a Jewish calibration. You wouldn't understand. Sometimes I helped people find Jehovah because it was better than the life they had; I just wish I was clearer then because I could have shown "you" taught you, so much more than that ignorant asshole did. I was 15 now and could make a decision, I knew mom could live with. It was time to begin the journey. The journey was truth. The journey found my brother Yeshua. What I remember most about that Sunday at the Kingdom Hall when I was 10, That Sunday a bunch of grown men couldn't talk to a 10-year-old about why we all have the same equipment as these gods? They told me to "shut the fuck up." They couldn't handle it, at all. I was 10 and I broke them. Big grownups were in fear, I seen it in their eyes people ... real fear. They are ignorant. Children with authority, as soon as anyone having a real question(s), they will hurt you. Even if you are only 10 years old. This link here Jehovah Witness by Vice a Documentary. Please from my heart watch this. If you are a J.W. and are reading this. These former J.W.'s will blow you away. Celebrity J.W.'s
I mean real questions are not something they enjoy. I have had groups of JWs turn on me before the service years and years later going to all churches in my journey, as this was a part of my study.
I had problems with JWs before the service even started. Because, okay, at this time the Torah was available in English, and I was holding it, and two bibles, a notebook, and a huge book on the history of ancient religions. They the JW said, I was strange. My questions are strange. My demeanor strange, "Why does he want to help us today in our house-to-house ministry, he isn't one of us?" "He isn't baptized by Jehovah." "Did you hear him tell that group of elderly brothers and sisters he loved them?" "What is wrong with this guy?" "I don't want him coming here." "I don't either" "I don't care who he is." And that is not just the JW, it is every church I stood in the back of or sat in the back of. I studied and I stayed until my study was done on them. Not many liked me. I had two religions of non-denomination before I was 18 wanting me in their service and working for them to get rich. A lot of religions I went to were one day or one night and I would find another religion to work with, and to study. The few people in these religions that did talk to me. These folks had questions no one was helping them with. So, after seeing me for a while. Overhearing me talk to people in the church they would then approach me. Every time they would, these people would think they were sinning by talking alone with me. Religion is sick. A person comes to me with serous troubles because their faith is not helping, and they cannot talk to me easily because they are in fear they are sinning by approaching me and not a priest. Everyone who came to me was coming to me last. They already went to you. They have tried everything you told them to do, and they are in trouble. It is total poop. Your people are dying and no one give's a shit! You are not the solution, you never were. If you are not helping people, you are the issue!
l thought we are brothers and sisters, but religions, they do not understand this. You are only a brother or sister if you belong to their church. Religions are people filled with loveless demons; they are here to trick you. They believe this thing they talk about, but they do not know what it is. When your smile can change to a hateful quiver in seconds because you do not understand someone, you are an ignorant demon.
The best way to tell you of me and my journey is telling you what I am not because of my clarity in life. I am not a Priest, Minister, Church leader, Church-er, Pagan, Believer, one of the Faithful, I do not have a god that has a cock, neither did my brother Yeshua. I never practiced beliefs once I walked out of darkness. (but studied with everyone everywhere) I am not religious, Christian, Jew, Orthodox, Muslim, Satanist, Atheist, Medium, Mystic, Spiritualist, Occultist, Elvis resurrected, a Demon, an Angel, Indigenous to this Planet, military, liar, thief, cop, pedophile, rapist, killer, egotistical, selfish, narcissistic, CIA, FBI, senator, governor, president, leader of industry, rich, loveless, hateful, vengeful, ignorant, murderer, animal, evil, I am not standing in darkness, I am not in ignorance, I am not black, white, brown, yellow, green, red, I am not a butcher a baker or a candlestick maker, and I will never be a part of this world. I knew as a baby boy that I would always walk alone. This is the way of life for the traveler that is looking for clarity. The closer you become with spirit. Spirit raises our Qi, (Chi) we wake up to it, we see others still sleeping. We are in movement with Qi with the Spirit that is also external. This is repetition in life because the Qi is happening every day. What is "Repetition in life?" "LEARNING" The Spirit is happening every day. Unless you sleep, unless you put your spirit to sleep. This Journey teaches us how to be nothing. It teaches us eventually total clarity, for some. Total Clarity wouldn't that be amazing? Not me I am way too stupid a traveler. When I was young, I was so poor I bought a junky car and didn't put oil in my car for 5 years and I broke it. That is how dumb I am. Seriously. But wow, strait 6 motor (not much bigger than a lawnmower engine) no oil change for 5 years. That is somewhat impressive.
And that is who I am, who I found. "I am" at this time from my clarity upon this journey. I realize I am nothing pretty stupid most of the time, and I do mean I do have worth and wisdom. I mean I am nothing of meaning or consequence to this planet to this world, that is my brother's horrible job. No one has been much to this world when you think about it. Most harm the world, not very loving is that? Yeshua my brother is somebody, and I am nobody. I am a brother to Yeshua and the Kingdom of GOD, that is all I am.
- I Love You with Clarity please try to do the same for others.
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