True Clarity doesn’t waste time searching for answers like a Believer.

This is going to be a long one, so brace yourself. You might be shocked after reading about the deep jealousy, intense hate, and narcissistic behavior that only a demon could display. And here’s the truth—this demon I’m talking about is my sister.

Today is Thanksgiving 2025, but I can’t explain how my wife and I sat at the table with a picture of my mine and my sister's mom, without Robin there. She was coming but I guess I cursed, and she did like it. Do I remember cursing, no. You see I was told by a doctor according to my condition when I get nervous, I curse I get angry I curse. Otherwise, I don't. Doctor told this to my wife. It is a sign to pay attention too. Because as soon as Yoko gets me calm, I am good. So, Robin said something like I'm not and never have been to your website! I am not changing my beliefs. I said don't want you to change beliefs I am asking you to stop hating. Robin said, "how many times do I have to tell you I am not changing!" I started to go away said a bad word hung up before it got bad. I thought it would be okay called a day later to see what time we are meeting. I have a great gift to give you, sis. But I was already blocked again for another 5 years.

11 29 2025 clarification on the above.

Since yesterday, I’ve been working on transferring around 250 pages from my notebooks and Word documents, to a article and not a book. Robin, who was my first study in Stoicism on detecting evil people. I think I wrote a paper on her back in 1994, showing how she fits all five personalities tied to evil in Stoic thought. Strangely enough, my second study was on Adolf Hitler, comparing him to this data. Based on the results, my sister and Hitler could seem like the same person—they both matched all five personalities. I could easily write a book about the most toxic person I’ve ever known: someone who twists every truth and denies everything they’ve done. Robin clings to her beliefs and hatred. Going through all of this is painful, but I’m determined to finish and eventually write a solid article. It might take some time, and the only reason I’d stop is if my sister admitted she was wrong and apologized. If that happened, I’d give her a chance. I truly love my sister, but she’s lost sight of who she is and has become destructive—not just to me, but to everyone. She’s never had a relationship, at any age, without hurting the other person. The story is so bad I don’t want to write it.